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Friday, 14 August 2009

..~haahaa

成年冇打過xanga原來..........~哈哈~~~見訓唔著就打下啦~返左0黎諾仕佛成年喇~亦都已經升埋職~總算如意...~但係其實好多野都仲係好亂...~要搵真0的自己個位置喇~~!! 我信~我可以~!!try my best to be the best~!!! ^^~

Sunday, 24 August 2008

呵~

好耐冇打過xanga...~咁就返左諾仕佛大半個月~~仍然有少少唔慣但係so for問題都不大~同事們都幾好~...好彩....~^^ 返到黎不斷有驚喜.....先係kenny之前同我講而家冇分senir定唔senior只係人工上面分~但係我簽contract0既時候發現我title係senior server..~?呵呵~雖然冇咩大分別.....~另外就係女人比人雞左............呢個真係好顎然....~個個都話"咁你仲即刻返返knutsford...."雖然我都有咁諗過.....但係總要比自己試下其他野....~唔可以做死一個檔~^^我已經0係knutsford一間做過三個位....junior cook....bartender......server....~要返都係返去做supervisor啦~哈哈~~

做左呢行6 年都未試過成個月日日都要落場....~而家終於有得試下.........

joseph個面~佢間bar(Cali Cali)已經做緊生意雖然未正式grand opening....但係so far好似都唔錯~~keep住~我亦都終於幫佢搞掂個snack menu0既野~教識左oscar0的西式0既小食~^^諗諗下~其實佢今次開間bar我都學識唔少野~~因為好多野我都有幫過下手~先係佢0既bar setting...由擺位到買雪柜...廚房--->由set 個menu 到買廚房"架撐"...搵suppuier...到present 個menu我都有份~^^哈哈~雖然佢間中都有比返part time錢我~但係我都係諗住幫到幾多就幫下0者~~我又唔係真係咁精~^^ 點都好我緊係希望佢成功啦~加油~joseph~我都係~!!

Friday, 25 July 2008

喵~

傻喵~你唔好唔開心啦~!

Thursday, 17 July 2008

回歸~

好~8月4號~再戰諾仕佛台~~~~~原來唔係做que pasa~......等我仲白擔心左咁耐........~
今次唔再係rest. & bar~而係italian rest.~--->il meglio~ 好~ 第一次做mhi地舖~會點呢~?
朋友們~你地仲會過黎飲野嗎.........?個feel錯晒架喎.........~????哈哈~

Thursday, 10 July 2008

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面對屋企0既事有0的茫然0既感覺.....但係我知道連我都有咁0既感覺0既話大家姐同媽咪0既感覺一定比我更差.......作為細佬.....作為仔.我真係唔知可以做0的咩講0的咩........希望家姐可以放低...媽咪可以唔好諗咁多啦........我唯一可以做0既我諗係我平時成日講咁........"唔出聲當幫忙..."

點都好我都會撐住你架家姐~!!

Wednesday, 02 July 2008

.............重生

呢幾日有點重生0既感覺.......~!希望所有0野變得美好.......~

決定了~再戰諾仕佛台~!!我返0黎喇~吼~!!!! 真的希望自己係有所改變~....去proof我呢幾個月0既轉變~不論思想上定係行動上都係~!!.....

雖然24歲前升supervisor0既夢幻滅~ 但係我係唔會放棄0既~!睇住0黎~!!

短期目標~---------->戒煙~ +減肥~ 我知道我要做0既話係冇0野難到我0既~!!!!!(我估........)

Friday, 27 June 2008

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以前每想做一件事總能給自己很多的論點......然後問人意見......其實呃緊自己.......心中已經有答案....只是想人proof我講得0岩.......而家發現自己做左好多令自己後悔0既決定時.......無論再多proof.........我還是不懂決擇.....因為...我開始自己都唔信自己.........究竟我應該點做...........或者...那個所謂憑感而活0既我........死了........................

沒有你的支持...也許...我什麼都做不了....................

P.S.其實我也想問自己為什麼...........................................

Thursday, 26 June 2008

想通了.....又如何..........

今日全日都好煩....究竟去定留........而家會返去0既百分比係70%...........唔知.....但係我諗通0左另一樣0野....

以前每當我遇到這樣的決擇關頭.....總有個人在身邊支持我......縱然.....她未必認同我的決定.....但她就是那麼傻傻的支持著我....曾經我以為我要的是一個能幫我分析.....給我意見的人......呢一刻先至真正感受到.....我要的......就是那一種傻勁.......雖然簡單......但偏偏給我很大的力量.....怎麼......我現在才發覺要的是什麼............................

阿蠢.......原來真係好蠢.............................

Wednesday, 25 June 2008

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今日餐飯希望你滿意啦~........終於講出口.....係....我唔再等lu....一來..我仲未放低kitty.....二來....見到你同你男朋友咁好.....咁我仲搞咁多野仲咩呢.....~?自己呃自己.....呃夠喇..........~!!!!

上到諾仕佛......果然冇估錯....marco叫我食完飯上mekong搵佢0個陣我都知咩事.......~被力邀回巢.......marco好似已經決定走咁.......雖然都係未comfirm........咁我又點呢....~?!好矛盾.......而家0係wildfire唔好咩?一半半啦.......~因為好似都係冇得升咁.....~但係如果marco真係走咁又點呢?冇0左兩個super....咁我機會又大0左喎.....~但係如果都冇我份又係咪真係會返mhi?雖然條件係唔差........但係返去做又真係好咩.....~?比佢0地搞到我好亂......~其實如果返去做.....都係做個server....而家咪又係server....雖然kenny話"以你0既資質要做個supervisor唔難......你之前唔走你而家已經係supervisor啦......咁我又冇理由一返黎比個supervisor位你喎......."雖然明知佢會講埋0的咁0既野......但係......唉....又要返返0的咁0既時間我不如幫joseph手......?~起碼人工高0的.....又唔駛比daphne睇死啦.....~雖然我不嬲都唔係好mind人點睇我~.....點都好....仲有兩個week比我諗真0的.....~睇餸食飯........~

唔敢同屋企人講呢0的野住...因為家姐件事已經令同屋企有0的煩.......~唔想比咁多suprise佢地住....家姐你撐住呀~我一定支持你架~^^爹地媽咪都係.......

係呢刻..........好想身邊有個人同我分擔下...................................比我撒下嬌都好.......

Tuesday, 24 June 2008

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感情.....~?其實究竟係點0既一回事呢.....?大家姐終於將個秘密講左比媽咪知........十二年感情....plan好下年結婚.....酒席都book埋.....結果....分手.........~!? 雖然我係支持我家姐0既決定.....但係真係冇諗過感情原來兒戲都咁.......

我都要放棄lu.....~不得不承我係放唔低呢4年0既感情.....~發現原來自己做0左好多錯0既決定真係冇得返轉頭.......但係冇辦法........係自己決定....就要自己承受....~其實0係同kitty分開0左呢段時間真係諗通0左好多0野.....~不過遲0左.....~世事就係咁....唔分開又真係諗唔到而家諗到0既0野.....但係到諗到0既時候又已經分開左.......~咁即係點~?即係....算把啦.....~

只想身邊0既人開開心心...幸福快樂~!